October 1st, 2007
This simply isn’t working. Not for me. Not for anyone. This blog is intended to document how it is to have ADD and Asperger’s, as well as to show something of what it is to have a series of food intolerances which impact upon mental functioning. The problem is this, that ADD simply precludes documentation in this fashion. The mind moves so fast and yet communicates so slowly, and so poorly, that I would estimate it would take a full week of dedicated writing to comment adequately on a day’s events. Of course, I do not have that time, and in snatches of time here and there I simply cannot make any meaningful progress, and whilst it may have been a valid experiment I can see the necessity of streamlining my commitments in order to reduce the stresses in my life. I really must focus on my writing, and on securing a diagnosis and medication for the disorder(s) which have made my life so far the anarchic mess that it has been.
No doubt I will be unable to force myself to abstain completely, and indeed my priorities may (will!) cycle round again for this to become one of the more important things in my life, but the fact that I have only a handful of times atttempted to advertise this site is testament to the fact that it is one priority too many in a life that has been constantly disrupted by attempting to juggle too many balls.
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